color.
been very aware of color lately.
the sharpness and the deepness of every shade of color is starting to become fascinating and thats weird but hey, whatever.
summer is good, summer is color, and you know what? my future children are going to have color names, whether my future husband likes it or not.
starting it uppppp again
everything is pretty much satisfying right now so I can write.
hm. okay. we’ll see how this goes this time.
I can’t do this
there’s so much to say and I don’t want anyone reading it and this isn’t easy anymore and I’m forcing everything all the time and yeah so bye. maybe to be continued later. but I’m upset and confused about everything and my writing would only be dismal and dreary because I suck at writing when I’m happy. this blog is now inactive.
right.
It feels right, doesn’t it?
This is the way its supposed to happen?
You treat me right, and I wear your sweatshirt, and you hold my hand and you listen to what I say and I know you genuinely like me for me and you’re not battling with feelings for someone else, too.
You’re not pressuring me and my friends like you and you are completely on limits and accessible.
All genetically engineered perfection.
I keep comparing you to another, though. When that stops, we should be golden.
I’m not used to not getting hurt, I suppose.
pissed.
Words cannot describe how pissed I am.
You know how lots of little annoying things can add up and then something small happens that just puts it over the edge?
Yeah.
Open your eyes and look at the way you treat me.
You’d probably be surprised how much hurt you are causing.
ahhhhh.
I’m so happy with myself right now.
Made a goal I’ve been trying to achieve for about 2 years now.
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brain.
the things the human brain are capable of are absolutely unfathomable.
I want to be a psychologist when I grow up.
It’s decided.
lovely.
A lot of things are just lovely right now.
I saw a double rainbow last night and it was beautiful.
I mean, nothing’s easy. Or like, simple. But that’s okay, nothing ever is.
Things get a lot better when you realize how lucky you really are, everybody try it.
sky.
Rain is annoying to most but there is however something I really admire about the whole process.
Here where I live, for three days this past week, the sky was nothing but ominous and angry and brewing.
Then, as expected, the black clouds showered us, lucky citizens of Tallahassee, with fat cold release for an entire day.
And you know what happeed the next day?
Beautiful clear skies, bluer than blue with not even a wisp of a cloud to be found.
Fascinating.
I wish people worked that way.
You know. After the storm brews and finally pours down, it manages to start over new
perfect.
